Don’t Hate, Appreciate

June 5th, 2010

For those of you who don’t know me, my life has been a legitimate fucking roller coaster for the past two and a half years. Really it’s nobody’s fault but my own and the truth is that I was a wild child and my reliability in the work place slacked for years. I was doing well in life, really well, living the porno dream in Vegas and other worldwide locations, and I honestly let some bullshit get in the way of my hopes and dreams of being a wealthy self-employed webmaster.

After I left the porn industry, it was really difficult to land a job let alone keep one. My tattoos, my job history, and some other factors from my past were haunting me at every angle. I lost focus, I lost my drive, I lost fucking everything and only myself was to blame.

I have been back in the Ville for over a year with a lot of ups and a lot more downs. It’s been a struggle. The economy was taking a dive, people were getting laid off, and I honestly had nowhere to go. Eventually I found myself working as security at a local PTs but it wasn’t long before the ugliness from my past started showing its evil head and I had to leave or fall back into old habits.

From that point on it was independent contracting with very irregular hours, shitty pay and far from full time scheduling. When the contracting gigs ran out I was forced to find a Domino’s delivery job only to be let go for my tattoos. You gotta love the fucking Bluegrass state. Right to hire and right to fire. Also just so they could avoid paying me unemployment they cut my hours back to like 5 and before long it was costing more to get to work than i was making. I walked out mid shift after I was denied additional hours and went into about a 3 month long period where I was completely broke and my only source of income was the world’s raddest plant, Marijuana.

I almost lost my apartment and at the last minute, two days away from eviction, I got a call for an interview. I attended the interview and fucking aced it as the very next day they called me to put me on the schedule.

So I am out of the food and porn industries officially starting back into my career, Internet technologies. I had about 4 days of training, and the guy I was replacing was gone. I’ve been studying my ass off and bringing it together and for the first time in a very long time I am very proud of what I have managed to become by crawling out of my bottomless pit of misfortune.

I love the job, I love the people and I can honestly say my life is leaving me in a happier state of mind on a daily basis. It won’t be long before you see the original Donk Diddler back on top and chasing his goals. That is about all I have for the moment, but keep checking back for updates and changes to the site. The network I am putting together is gonna be a real treat for all of you stoner porn freaks out there. So it’s good to have you on board and I look forward to seeing you here more in the future.

First Stages of a Coma

May 18th, 2010

First off for those of you “non-geeks” who don’t know, when a tech gets a brand new server its pretty much like smoking crack in large quantities for them. You look at it, you play with it, hell you even try to get it to do things that you didn’t know were possible and sometimes you can make it happen.

Two days ago I got access to my brand new Xeon Quad Core, 6GB of DDR2 on a 20MB pipe that is expandable. With that being said it also came with a pretty massive hard drive that I think will more than suffice during the growth of my Marijuana Movies community also known as Herb Tube.

In short I have been plugging away at this keyboard for two days with ZERO sleep and I have finally made it to the point that I can’t keep my eyes open any longer. I know everything is a work in progress so you don’t have to be a cock about things, just know in time that all your littleĀ pot community dreams are going to come true without any interference.

I have got to bolt for now or my keyboard is gonna end up being my pillow and getting slobbered on, so until next time if you can’t be good in general, be good at what you do. Over and out fuckers.